God

This is written for the letter G on my a to z of babyloss.

Dear God
Why did my baby have to die?
Why did you want him home?
Why couldn't he stay here with me?
Why do I have to moan?

Why can't you stop these babies dieing?
Is it too big to do?
Please don't tell me you let it happen;
That's not what I know about you!

Where is my baby now God?
What age is he there with you now?
Does he miss me too God?
Will I see him again, tell me how!

I wish you could hold my hand God
I need to feel your love here with me
Thankyou for loving my baby God
Please don't forget about me.