At 10am tomorrow I go on my first LLM training course; preaching. I will post on that after the event, I have no expectations so am going with open eyes and heart.
In fact that's how I'm feeling right now; open. After several months feeling lost whilst the parish is in interregnum I have finally accepted that I have come to the bottom of my self reliance pot. And I have shared that with others. It may not sound like much but it's a big step in my self knowledge and acceptance. I can't do it all alone; I don't have to!
The key thing that was said to me and hit home was simple. I just have to keep following the path God leads me on, no more and no less.
So tomorrow I go on the preaching course. I go, I listen and I don't worry about the next steps; those will come in their own time.