Tonight I was driving home from a meeting and Robbie Williams came on the radio singing "Angels". I love this song, especially since seeing it sung at Knebworth:
Why have I always loved it?
Because of it's ability to touch my emotional depths, to bring tears when needed.
However it became extremely hard to hear after loosing Kendi, and ever since. I tend to avoid it unless I am able to deal with the emotions it stirs. And they have been massive when tapped.
But tonight I realised I was singing along, enjoying the song again, feeling the joy of the words without the tears and pain. This is a true sign of healing, one I never expected to experience. Thank you God.