After my previous post on the new series of services starting this month and my apprehension I've had a few people ask why I'm nervous when I've obviously got God on my side.
This makes me smile; the idea of having "God on my side" and that these people think I have some sort of hotline to immediate help.
And yes, I know I have God on my side, as we all do.
And yes, I know that my ministry is God led, and held safely.
And yes, I believe God to be in these new provisions.
But that makes it worse; because if God's in it all then anything that goes wrong MUST be my fault.
That's why my nerves remain and that's why I'll put as much effort in as possible.