Blogging my Calling as a Minister with Motherhood, Blind Wheelchair Driving, Mental Health and More
Friday, 20 February 2015
Day Forty Five #asthma #mentalhealth #diet #healthyeating
Not feeling great
Really tired
Horribly itchy
And pretty down
Went out last night
Had lovely time
But a 100 yards walk
Left me broken
I feel so scared
Of what might be
What if it doesn't improve
What will become of me
What if? isn't useful
I know that to be true
But it's going round my head
Making me feel blue
I want to trust
One day at a time
That I'll feel better
And I will be fine
But the doubt is huge
It stomps over trust
Leaves me wondering
Will I regain health
I think perhaps
The easing off
Is causing a dip
In my mental health
Which is to be expected
But doesn't help
So I'll turn to prayer
And ask for your help
Please pray that I
Will retain hope
That I'll stay in the day
Not sit and mope
Labels:
Asthma,
bipolar,
depression,
diet,
fear,
health,
mental health,
pain,
Poetry
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